i cant help it but feel shyttie!
i told myself that its nth;
but i cant seem to get everything right.
should i trust my 6th sense; or am i wrong?
even thou you've assure me;
somethings just doesnt seem right.
over paranoid?
seriously, jealousy seriously kills.
fuck you, jaslin.
...
you're now so far away from me.
i need to talk to you.
i wanna hear your voice.
i wanna cry.
busying and occupying myself with work.
tired tired.
...
i need a hug right now.
a tight one!
i wanna cry.
...
anws, its the kids year end concert tmr.
hope everything will be alright and perfect.
suppose to end work at 11am today;
but stayed till 4pm to complete the decos and arragement for the party.
aching! haha.
I WAN BEER!!!
love. fuck.
11 November 2009 | 8:57:00 PMit's just that special feeling that makes my heart feel the warmth.
fuck. total cui-ness.
pimples.
blueblacks.
bloated.
fucking monthly shyt...
coming soon...!
*rawrs*
im feeling much better alrdy.
but still tired.
hahahaha!
just chatted with dear online ^^
heex.
the rest of them are headin to ph! i wanna go too )=
but i have to work and mug.
fuck fuck fuck.
staring at the stack of notes right infront of me...
my feelings: ZOMG!
=x
got to go. books!
ciaos all!
imu.
sickk...
10 November 2009 | 7:53:00 PMsick. sick.
darn cough n runny nose.
feeling F**king irritated lorh )=
year end concert for the kid's this fri.
having rehersals this few days.
tiring thou its just a 3 hr practice.
exams coming.
totally stress up.
looking from the outside, seems like i dont care...
haha you're wrong.
well, life still goes on.
had my sushi cravings satisfied.
went for sushi lunch with my mum n cousin.
SHIOK.
and lastly, babygiam! i miss his nonsense larh.
8/11
08 November 2009 | 1:56:00 PM21 more days.
i feel so empty without you.
5, 4, 3, 2, 1 . . . KA BOOM!
04 November 2009 | 2:09:00 PM
My thoughts = ... and the time bomb inside me is about to explode anytime. im going crazy, im sure! haven had good night rest. i duno how it all started, but night after night, bad dreams bad bad ones. the feeling of him leaving me is soooo real. and i just hate it. money issues, examinations, re-exam! my job, everything everything is just pulling me down. someone just SAVE ME! oh gosh. 3weeks plus to my first paper, im like WTH! Fucking com is not working properly, i cant print my fucking notes out too. What the **** is happening!?!?! *RAWRS*
im just so tired, skipped work today =/